" She's lying on her bed, covered up to her chin with her blanket ( the ugly blue one that looks like the wall of a public toilet), she has images of a few of the best times she's had in her life running through her head. They're vivid, full of smiles, deep conversations, comfort, honesty, chocolate, ice cream, car rides and just plain fun. She realises she probably hasn't been this content in an awfully long time. She digs into her heart and knows she's found someone different and special and she is thankful. She thinks about how he always warms her heart with his cheeky smile and thanks God for blessing her with such a friend. Then it hits her that he's not going to be around for awhile and she stops smiling. She thinks about how different things are going to be, how much she is going to miss him, thinks about how attached she has grown to him and she thinks about how she's going to start an sms and have no one to send it to even though he doesn't reply her smses anyway. Then she notices her cheeks are wet. She realises that she's being really stupid and that she's thinking too much. She turns over to her otherside, says a prayer for him and then wonders if he'll miss her when he's away. Wiping her eyes, she again says thanks for such a special friend. Feeling sappy and emotional, she thinks about her screwed up hormones and finally falls asleep." ( any relavance to living persons are purely coincidental)
ANYWAY! Thursday and friday have been pretty good. Had dinner with my LP sharon on thursday. I don't even remember when was the last time i was one on one with sharon. But it was.... nice. Comfortable. Though i was alittle tired cause i didn't sleep all too well after Zouk. Came home and wanted to sleep early but got carried away talking on the phone and then was talking online until 3.30am. Spent 22 mins saying bye bye. Think that's a record for me so far. something worth mentioning. Hence emphasizing the fact that i'm naggy. Had to go sleep cause i had to go to school for this silly recording session.
Was supposed to be in school at 10am, but was still at home at 10. Took a cab and thank goodness i wasn't the latest. Do you know that i have absolutely NO features from the side. Therefore i FORBID anyone to take a picture of me from the side. All you can see are my fat cheeks. Need to go for cheek slimming sessions. Got to laugh more or something. Exercise them alittle. But the recording was quite funny. Lots of bloopers. Tutors burning one cd for me.. i think i'm going to call it "just for laughs." haha. Anyway, met szeling after school for lunch, wasn't feeling too well. didn't feel like eating. That's so strange actually. I think my hormones are crazy. After that she came to my house to wait for me to change and we were nua-ing around for awhile then we went to HER house to wait for her to change and nua some more. Then we made our way to dennis's house for a bbq. It was nice. Both the house and the bbq. Though ling, wynn and i were pretty much chatting among ourselves most of the time cause nat had to leave early. Wished she stuck around abit longer, not as fun without her. Took lots of photos of which i think i look bad in 90% of them. But it was fun. Hee. Was feeling quite rotten for spoiling dennis's shirt with the hair dye. Think he quite likes that shirt cause i see him in it quite abit. Sorry! came home and went to bed. Was RATHER tired.
OH! i was considering buying toto today. szeling gave me WAKE UP CALL. How amazing is that? hahaha But we both went back to sleep anyway. heh. Well, after tomorrow, it's back to school. Crap zone. Got a milllion and one things to do when i go back. Monday blues are starting again. But i know that tuesday will be more blue. You know, one thing i have learnt through all my ordeals in the past 2 years is this. You make so many friends in your life, but the ones that stand by you and change you are always unpredictable. I've spent alot of time thinking about the important people in my life, and well, it's true that friends come and go. But i hope this special one stays, along with my other best friends. An angel can't do without her mortal. And dawn can't do without her special few. They know who they are larh. haha. SEE! i'm getting HIGHLY emotional and sappy. It's the hormones i tell you! I don't know what's going on in there but i hope it stops soon, otherwise i'm going to be in a permanant dump and i don't want that happening again.Ah hah. so yeh. may the last day of my break be a fruitful one. Wish me luck!!

*sniff sniff* I smell like a stale cigarette and my stomach's alittle queazy. I don't know what came over me last night was fine until i sat down. Think when the adrenaline rush goes off, the crappy feeling takes over. Which is actually kinda weird cause i really didn't drink all that much, i suspect that my hormones have changed. Not that i'm making excuses for what i looked liked or was behaving like or talking like at the end of the night alright. I really think my hormones have changed. Anyway, besides being really tipsy yesterday and yeh looking really horrible at the end of the day with make up running down my face and not being able to hold my head up cause it weighed half a tonn and i think i was slurring and i probably wasn't walking straight... ok wait a min. This sounds really bad *groans* it must have been so ugly!! Crap, lucky everyone that was around at the end of the night were close friends otherwise it would have been a big shithole for me. Yep, just have to say it again, dennis always gets to see me at my worst. What a way to be remembered. *bleahz* But i have to admit that i had a blast! Though we went in really late and it was packed to the max, it was fun! (before i started getting all woozy) Even nat looked like she was having a good time. =) It was the coming home that stinks, lucky dennis sent me home and my dad didn't see me. Just went straight to bed, was quite amazed that i could remove my contacts considering i couldn't really feel my limbs. heh.
Yeh, the girls looked really good as usual, nat was pretty in pink, ling and wynn always look good larh. I shall not comment on myself cause i was feeling really ugly at the end. Think everyone was quite apprehensive at 1st cause the floor was just sooooooo packed but after the long island, everyone let loose. Bumped into sheena there at zouk, she was rather shocked to see nat and i there together, but i don't really blame her, it's not a usual spot for nat and i. haha. Then there was Fabian and gawain. I really don't know Fabian well, just know his face and name, but alcohol can really bring out a side you seldom see. Haha. Think dennis was quite amused on the dance floor with fabian. Aiyarh, don't know what he was doing also. haha. But he's quite cute larh, as szeling would say.. "in the fabian kinda way." Szeling, you like right...? Don't bluff! Yeh, Nat got picked up too, by some fella that talks with a slang, she don't wanna dance with us, but danced with him... hmmm...??? haha But after that she also let loose and was dancing with this other guy. You look good on the dance floor babe! There was just this one thing that got me off guard larh. Took an ice cube from fabian by mouth. hahaha was kinda surreal cause i hardly know him and yeh well. No more virgin lips. haha. Oh well. I think i owe dennis alot of money. Dennis, let me know how much ok...? i'll pay you on saturday when i see you.
Really got to say thanks to dennis. I made him get lost while trying to drive to nat's house, made him pick me up when i actually said no need, he paid for all the drinks, and sent me home and telling me i looked good when yeh, just read the 1st paragraph. So embarressing. And yes, thank you for the lovely afternoon on tuesday. Know arh, i think i've brought him nothing but trouble since i met him. *woops* Yeh, it was a very interesting night. Just feeling really gross about myself. So ugly. Anyway, got to get down to doing my work soon. The hols are coming to an end and i haven't even started. Bad. Think i'm going to kena from my sis tonight. Going out again. 1 week break not enough larh. Can i have some more..?

I just spent 140 bucks on my rotten face. Do i feel poor or what. I'd fork out 140 bucks for my hair anytime, but somehow on my face.... the pain of the pinch is rather bad. Which is actually quite ironic cause face is more important right? Then i'm feeling rather ugly, 140 bucks facial, can you imagine how rotten my face is..? for 2 hours of weird smelling things and probes on my face, 140 bucks, my face must have really been decomposing. Feeling super ugly now. and not to say broke also! Crap, just feel like killing myself when i look at my sec school photos. Think my hormones arrived late. Either that or i've been highly stressed. Just watched the face changing show on channel U, i also wanna change face. *poutz* shucks. Aiyah. feeling super ugly now.
Anyway, i think i'm getting really emotional these days. I was watching " the unbeatables 3" today... and i cried know, when the family was reunited, then i cry. Then i watch " kindered sprit" (zhen qing) i also cry. Then just now the changing face show i also cry. Man! what's happening to me?! Becoming a emotional wuss. I think there's a screw up of my hormones. Keep thinking of all the goodbyes i've said and feeling really rotten. I know i think too much, but sometimes when the thought comes, you can't control it right? I just have a knack for making myself miserable and i'm horrible at saying goodbyes. Don't usually take them really well. We'll see how i take it on thursday. I'll probably be really miserable and whiney.
One week of holiday just doesn't seem enough. Got assignments to do, but everyday i like wanna go out. Think i'm quite bad at time management. Got to work on that. So many things to work on. I think i will go now and device a plan to grow slimmer and prettier that doesn't involve sweat and pain. eh heh. i'll let you people know if i come up with anything. haha!

I just watched "splash". It's one of my all time favourite movies. Tom Hanks looks so young and handsome. It's such a sweet show. Watch then i cry. But then i always watch show then cry wan. I just love sappy shows. Hee. They always make love seem so perfect and wonderful. Yeh, but we all know that love hurts alot more huh. Not everyone is lucky enough to experience the perfect wonderful kind they have in movies. But i always enjoy watching mermaid shows too! hee hee. Used to watch this chinese mermaid show in jac's house last time. Nat, remember not? Mermaid shows are always nice and sappy. I'm a sucker for sappy-ness! Then yesterday i watched another sappy show, watched " Something's gotta give" it was quite nice. Funny! but Keanu Reeves looked quite bad, he looked really wrong for the role. Everytime he came on screen, szeling and i kinda winced. I would have enjoyed the show more if i hadn't gotten scolded by this ang moh couple. Crap.
I didn't do it on purpose what, and i said sorry also, they really didn't have to be so mean about it. What happened was that i picked up my phone during the movie. And i think i was talking quite loudly. It's natural reaction what.. i mean you tend to talk louder when you can't hear the person right? And the movie wasn't at some crucial scene also marh. Then the couple (middle aged) turned over and scolded me. Then i said sorry already... then they continue to scold me. I mean i know it's my fault for doing it larh, but i said sorry what... and it wasn't a crucial scene, no need to be so mean about it right? After that i just couldn't enjoy the show and my evening was rather ruined after that cause i was feeling little pissed and rotten about myself. I really didn't mean it what.
Anyway, went to hang out and chill at Harry's yesterday over a cup of Baileys... yummy! The mood there is good and it's well ventilated so it isn't smokey. And the drinks are quite reasonablly priced. Think i'll be hanging out there more often when i have money. haha. But came home quite soon larh cause it was getting late. Haven't been out so late in a long time. It's quite liberating. haha and i took a train home. Not very often i do that when i'm out late. But i'm kinda poor. Wanted to go and show Nat some support, but as i said before. My ass is willing but my wallet is weak. Sorry babe. Another time yarh..?
Spending time out yesterday felt really good. It's been a long and agonising week. My tests were all really bad. Think this is probably the worst term since school started. Really horrible. So far i can't say for certian that i'll pass even a single paper. I practically left early for every paper. Spend like 1 min writing my name, 5 mins reading the question and the rest of the time shaking my leg. It was rather bad! Szeling also had quite a hard time i think. The way she complain, sounds quite bad too. BUt at least she got liang teh to drink ok. SOMEBODY thought of her so much that he bought liang teh for her. I don'y have leh. *ahem* Haha. I just love to irritate her this way. BUt really larh.. got liang teh to drink. Not bad larh. haha. But this week was really bad larh... I'm gald it's over. Though the worst is yet to come, i shall just look forward to going on my holiday with my darlingest nat. That would be alot of fun! Though i'm not sure she can live with my habits for extended periods of time. heh.
My nose is running. I think i slept too much. From 3am yesterday to 12pm today. Been a long time since i slept for so long man. Feels good larh. But my nose is running. It always runs when i sleep too much or sleep too little. I hope it stops running soon, got to go out later. Watch a play. At the DBS ARTS CENTRE. I have no idea where it is. So i think i'd likely to be taking a cab home or something. Unless Nat wants to go for supper and we end up somewhere with an mrt station. yeh well. See, if i could drive, i'd drive nat home and then myself. But i just had to do something so stupid and screw up my driving test. How retarded can i get...? ok. don't answer that.
oh.. need to shout out to someone. ALVIN! where on earth have you been..? haven't heard from you in a few yoinks! Wanna go out sometime next week...? Get back to me ok? oh, and if anyone wants to go out together this coming week, do call ok..? yeh. ok. i got to remove my nail polish now. It looks disgusting. Did my own freehand french manicure with a pink and brown combi. Think it looks quite bad. hahaha. Fail larh! Got to remove it. alrighty then. Till next time!

IT's MONDAY. Have i ever told you that monday sucks..? It really does. Anyway, blogspot is quite annoying. I had actually blogged yesterday, but it somehow didn't get posted. Shit. Got to go school later to check antibiotic results and meet szeling. I think she's going to be cranky. Seems llike her test didn't go too well. Scared even to think of mine tomorrow and the later days. She's been studying a whole lot more than me. Bad.
Well, one thing that brought my sprits up over the weekend was the arrival of my new phone! YES! it's the samsung e700A. Ah hah... i LOVE it. Although it can be quite retarded... but it looks sooooo good. It takes cool pictures too. yay. hee hee. Talking about hps... dennis's hp is biased against me. He can't call me, i sledom get his smses (he SAYS he replies, but i never receive), sometimes when he sends me smses, i cannot open, sometimes i can't get through to his phone and then when talking halfway, the batt just dies! SEE! i think it really hates me, cause szeling never has this problem at all. I always knew he loved szeling more than me. ah hah. =P stupid piece of plastic. but yeh larh, his phone is nice. It's new, but it hates me.
Yarh, sunday was quite fun, went to church in the morning. I think i've never been so early for church in my life. Was half and hour early, usually it's just to difficult to get out of bed. But it was more special yesterday, besides having a super worship session, had a "guest" around too. I hope it wasn't a terrible experience. But i thought service was quite good yesterday, though for the 1st 15mins, i couldn't catch what the pastor was talking about. oh well.
After that went for lunch at bakers inn with ling and dennis. The cakes there are super yummilicious! The strawberry short cake is highly recommended by me! But szeling's praline chocolate thingy was really good too. Took some nice pictures with my phone... i love my phone! hee hee. But poor dennis was so tired. He hardly slept, and i woke him up at 8.45 in the morning somemore. If i had known he'd be so tired, i wouldn't have woken him up also. Sorry...! Went shopping abit, then decided that must go home and study. But of course i didn't get down to doing any until later at night where i just read some of my stuff.
Had a game of tennis when i got home, my legs ached alittle after that, been too long. Getting super fat and unfit. But i think it helped me stay awake to study larh. Had a chat with nat over the phone at night, she called me. Always good to update you know, especially after seeing our dearest vanessa in a dress. It's quite amazing. Break through. Hey, don't take it the wrong way, she looked good. She's turned out to be such a hottie. oh no... i think i'm going to be the last to find a guy. going to be left on the shelf! But nvm, as i always say, i'll just build myself a nicer shelf. ah hah. But i'm still safe as long as i have ling. if she also find some guy arh... then i think i'll just stay at home everyday.
Perhaps i should mention that Darren has left for Australia. He didn't reply my sms. Quite regret not calling him instead. But oh well, what would there be to say? Feel abit sad larh. But i don't really think i'll miss him as much as i think i would. There probably won't be much of a difference. oh yeh, for those that don't already know, i failed my driving test. It's such a sad story that i won't even post it. Who wans to know can ask me. I'll gladly complain to you. ah hah.
Alright. better go now. My notes are threatening to jump at me if i don't touch them. Why must going to school have tests and exams. They're such a waste of time. heh. k. later!

It's the end of the week already. But this is a bad thing this week, because 1. TOMORROW'S MY DIRVING TEST! and i'm going to fail. 2. NEXT WEEK IS TERM TEST! and i haven't even touched my notes. 3. tomorrow got Bible class and i haven't started my homework. I'm D.E.A.D. I don't know why i'm so lag this sem. Besides the fact that i didn't go to school for a week, but everything seems so rush. It's like i haven't learnt anything the entire term at all! I have no idea how i'm going to clear my tests. I've lost my tyco skills. So i think i'm really going to do badly. Shit.
Today was a super short day in school. I didn't wake up for 8am lecture. Super lazy these days. Took a cab to school AGAIN. This is the 3rd day in a row! I should just stop being so lazy. But lab was super short today, i didn't even leave my seat! See what a slacker i am? Oh! i had good reviews on my hair! hee hee hee. Even Alden said it was nice... and that's really good to hear cause he seldom says anything good about me. He says i spend more time on my hair in a month than i spend studying. I hate to admit it, but it is true. heh. But i still think it looks alittle weird. I don't know... szeling likes it anyway. hee.
I made 2 new friends today... very unexpected 2. Esther and Fenny. Never thought we'd be able to get along. But had lunch together and yeh, could talk. so that's good. Esther was soooo sweet, gave me a valentines day present even though i hardly know her! Thank you so much! Then after that i met szeling. and we went shopping! Though she was feeling kinda sian.. but she still accompanied me. Think everyone is feeling burdened about the up coming tests. Not good. Failed my Analytical biochem test by half a mark! How irritating is that. Haven't failed a test in awhile. Always could tyco my way out of it... but this sem seems bad. Really don't know my stuff. Does anyone want to help me...??? Feel so tied down and suffocated. I need a holiday.
Nat, we really must go to australia in may/ june ok...??? We say for very long already. I NEED a holiday. Just to get away from here. The air is just to tense lately. The term break is coming up soon... hoping i can take a short trip to bintan. But i think it's not likely... cause no one seems to be able to go. Crap. oh well. What can i say... i'm having school blues. And i'm even starting to get my monday blues already. This stinks. Darren is leaving on sunday. Stinks. Got driving test tomorrow, scared. Stinks. Tomorrow got no date. Stinks. Got to start studying soon. Stinks. man........... bring on the essence of chicken, i think i need the boost. One thing good though. I did my hair. ah hah.

HEADACHE!!!! argh! don't know what's wrong with me these days, i'm always getting headaches. It sucks man. Headaches are so horrible, makes you feel like throwing up and it's as though your brain is going through mitosis. Thank goodness it doesn't hurt as much now. Otherwise i'd be feeling absolutely horrid.
Anyway, today was a LONG day... it felt as though it'd never end. Day started at 8am, and i left my house at 7.50... took a cab. Managed to reach on time.. phew. Was quite dreading lab today, cause had to handle shit and pee sample. The reason why i chose biotech was so i didn't have to deal with shit and piss. But still have to do it anyway. But thank goodness i didn't get the stool sample... my digestive system not very stable in the morning. After lab went for lunch with Alden and Donnavan. Alden cut his hair to the nice style that i like! very nice! He's got a squash match today, hope he wins his round. FINALLY got to sit down and eat with Szeling today. Haven't seen her in school for awhile. She was wearing one of her many new tops. Nice nice. OH! and alden thought my wallet was HELLO KITTY! oh man! i wanted to scoop out his eyeballs and stuff them up his nostrils or something. He has no taste larh. hello kitty.. my goodness. Then they were apraising my assests.. (no, not the ones attached to me) think i'm worth quite abit. hahaha. Lunch was quite fun today larh. Haven't had a meal with them in a while.
After lunch was haem lab... had to do blood count. spent like 1 hour doing my blood smear. do and do and do, can't seem to get a good one. Think i did it about 20 times or something. Decided to settle for sub- standard. whole day look into microscope... eyes super painful. Which reminded me again as to why i don't want to do this anymore. I don't enjoy it at all. Then, the day ended with 2 hours of lecture.
Share with you something interesting. The bacteria 'Neisseria' is associated with the STD 'Gonorrhoeae'. You know it doesn't just infect the genital tract...? It can cause pharyngitis (throat infection)...???? So amazing right....? The moral of the story is... behave yourselves and yeh.. don't swallow it. ah hah! But it's cool to know right...? Not so cool to study it though. Got back my MCT quiz today... 19/25. Alright larh huh.. considering i didn't study all that hard. But Alden got 22. BUt he always does well anyway. Oh yarh! and alden said i'm fat today.. he said my waist is as wide as my shoulders... =P. So everyone who says i'm not fat... why you all bluff me.... =( Guess today was quite eventful huh?
Maybe just mention abit on what i did yesterday, went school, came home, pissed myself off abit and then all was better when dennis came over. Helped him dye his hair. It's nice, looks natural. Wonder what other people thought of it. I think it's nice. Yeh, after he left my house, was thinking how much i'm going to miss the fella when he leaves. Which is soon. Crap. Nobody knows how to sayang others the way dennis does. Hahaha. But i'm counting the days. I'll be super duper gruper duper sad. DENNIS! it's all your fault ok. alright. that's about it. Got to remove my black nails. they've discoloured. next time!

Szeling has nice hair! Fiona has nice hair! she just cut it short. Fenny has nice hair! i don't have............. shit. Have i told you monday sucks? Happy fourth nat. glad all is well. No matter what... you know i'll always be here yarh? I want nice hair too. shit.

I'm having monday blues on sunday. Crap, i hate to go to school. Especially Monday. Day starts at 8am and ends at 6. LOOOONNNG day. The worst thing is, i have to see Esther tan for tutorial tomorrow morning. She sucks. I don't like her. Oh well. I have no mct lab tomorrow so i will have 3 hours of break. Think i will meet szeling for lunch, hardly saw her all week. Doesn't feel right. Anyway, i have to see her newly coloured hair. She says it's nice and i bet it is. Everyone's has nice hair except me. But can't do much with my hair now. Scared it'll all drop off or become worse than it is now. Got to wait a few months first.
Anyway, i didn't go to church today, cause i didn't really want to go alone. So i stayed home and copied notes of the lectures i missed. Then i went to meet donnavan at tampines for lunch and pool and movie. Ate quite much, but what is new right? Just spend my whole life eating. The played like 2 and a half hours of pool... until i couldn't concentrate anymore and was just wacking the ball without aiming. Pocketed so many white ball today.sucks larh. Can't play anymore. Think i'm going to give up pool for good already. Got to find new hobby. But long time never spend time with don, and he used to be my pool kahki. so it was kinda good to spend time together larh. my gay partner afterall. hee.
We watched along came polly. It's nice... and i finally know why dennis likes the salsa... hee hee hee. Should go catch it. It's pretty good. I'm a sucker for romantic comedies. But i can't decide if Jennifer Aniston is pretty or not. But she is sexy. But peterpan yesterday was sooooooo much better. Really. Everyone should catch it. Szeling, i will watch it with you again this week, you have to watch it, if not even if you have nice hair also not happy. Must watch! I think it's even better than the cartoon, it's so magical and endearing. It's cool, and perterpan is rather handsome... hee hee. Did you know that the name wendy was made up for the show peterpan...? There was no record of existing wendy's before the show peterpan. cool stuff. haha
That's basically what i did today.. nothing much. Going to watch the truman show later. I've never watched it before. Heard it's good though. Alright, may tomorrow be a not so blue monday.

" Lost love is still love, Eddie. It takes a different form, that's all. You can see their smile or bring them food for tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor. But when those senses weaken, another heightens. Memory. Memory becomes your partner. You nurture it. You Hold it. You dance with it. Life has to end, she said. Love doesn't." I just finished reading The Five People You Meet In Heaven by Mitch Albom. It's a good book. Makes you think and miss and well, perhaps it disturbs you alittle. But in the entire book, this passage spoke to me the most. I guess different people interpret it differently. Sometimes books are written based on memories, some may be fond, others may not. Somehow it's always books that are based on memories that touches me most. They always evoke stong feelings within me, making me think and recall my own. Sometimes, i wish i didn't have memories, then perhaps life and time would be easier to pass. Just live for today and forget what happened yesterday. But then again, without yesterday's pain, you won't know today's joy. oh well. read the book. heh.
Anyway, so sorry i haven't been updating. Been kinda busy this week, plus my comp was not with me. I'm back to school this week, but i feel as though i didn't leave, besides the part where i don't know what the hell is going on during tutorials and labs. Had tests on tuesday, wednesday and friday. Think going to fail the friday test. Can't tyco my way out of that one. Alright, let me update from tuesday, where i left of.
Tuesday is lecture day, but i didn't go to school the entire morning. Just went at 1pm for test. Dennis was so nice, he came to send me to school, after which he stayed around to study. But i think he didn't get much done cause i was disturbing him with my chatter. woops. so sorry dude. But i eventually left him to his things after i left for driving. However, as i come to know, he also left with szeling to go for dinner. ah hah. Driving was ok. Had a nice instructor, we quite friend friend wan. But i was quite disturbed when he told me about him accompanying his friend to the clinic to check for HIV. then i was like.. "ohhhhhkaayyyy." too much information larh. Then after driving, i rushed down to pasir ris to meet darren for dinner. Met him for an hour only. BUt then again. for as long as i can remember, i never spent alot of time with him larh. I sometimes wonder, what on earth happened to us, from friends so close, to become what we are today, unfamiliar with a sense of nostalgia. As they say, friends come and go. It's true. After which i rushed home to study for my tuesday test. Monday was a day of rushing. Rush to go school, rush to driving, rush to dinner and rush home. Rush and rush. My body is not made for rushing. was rushing my studying also, cause i wanted to rush to sleep. heh. soon, it was wednesday.
Wednesday started pretty alright, cause morning lab was off, so i only had to be in school at 12. Haem lab was rather slack, though we're going to be assessed next week and i don't know how to do a thing cause i missed last week, Ali taught me how to do the blood smear. hopeully next week i can do. Had test later in the afternon, and considering i didn't really study, it was a pretty good test. Think those people who studied their asses off would have been quite pissed. OH! then right then right! i saw gawain's tattoo... oh man. i also want! But i say only, i know i won't do it. Know i'll regret it with time. Then after school, i went to driving centre with szeling, she waited with me. So nice of her right...? Thanks babe. Got the same instructor as tuesday, he was saying how whiney and cranky i was. Which is true, i was having a headache and was tired, i'm always whiney when i'm tired. So i was driving really badly. Not expecting to pass my test next week. Came home, watched american idol and then slept. Somehow, none of the contestants are as good as Clay. There's this butch-y girl who looks quite cool, but they didn't show her sing. She's in so far larh.
Thursday was nothing much larh, just went to school and came home straight. Had work to do see, and test to study. I do have SOME sense of urgency. Nothing much happened except american idol and dennis came over. I always enjoy dennis's company, can talk to him about anything under the sun, or in this case, the moon. The moon was nice and full and bright on thursday. So pretty. It's my favourite star in the solar system. hee hee. Dennis, ling says she don't want to go out already cause she dun want to see couple couple. so you can enjoy your "appointment" with *ahem* larh. But she says if you want us to bump into you accidentally on purpose and spoil your "appointment", we'll be quite glad to do so. Just that *ahem* will probally hate us and end up slapping us at the end of the day. hahahaha. Then she say wanna go clubbing too. so how? haha.
Friday started out pretty bad, but ended pretty well. Mbio lab was quite good, Dr chang just let us study and do our own stuff mostly. He's so nice! but quite sad to say, i usually don't catch what he's teaching larh. The test was bad. Just bad. As i said, there's no way i can tyco myself a pass for this one. it's bad. Szeling, really, you must believe me, i really cannot do it. After school i went to bugis to meet nat, took the train with fiona. Fiona's nice, i'm so glad our paths crossed. Nat was with siew jun waiting for me. Just sat down and chatted abit, then siew jun left cause he didn't want to come shopping with us. Ah hah. Wanted to buy my nail sticker... but cannot find larh. Know everytime you want to find something you just can't... then when you're not looking for it, it's everywhere! so sickening. Soon, we left bugis and made our way to the driving centre, nat was taking her basic. Then the stupid fella almost didn't let nat take her test cause she used her student pass instead of her ic. so silly. Think she did pretty well in the test. no prob passing larh babe! After her test, we went down to parkway for dinner. Had fish and co.. seafood platter. Yummy! meals are always so enjoyable with nat. hee hee. She bought a pair of heels. they're rather nice and cheap. Good for her. oh well. i guess that was my week.
Was supposed to go to school at 1... but i was just simply to lazy. Nvm, i don't catch waht Dr chang teaches anyway. will EVENTUALLY get down to self study when the sense of urgency comes. going to meet donnavan for a show soon. Then going to my popo's house later. Eat again. heh. Anyway, Jingsheng, haven't heard from you in awhile. How're you..? Alvin, diet is "die" with a "t". and dennis, hang in there, everything will be over soon yarh? so for now, it's "i'll be back..." terminator style. see ya! long entry i know. sorry!

*Burp* Let me tell you people what i have been doing to past fews days. I've been eating and eating and EAATTTIINNG... just non stop i tell you. I had Bible class with szeling on saturday, had lunch before i met her, and a few hours later, all the aunties in Bible class were asking us to eat the food that was prepared, so eat lorh. Then after that, walked around abit and bought szeling bought MANY earrings, then i left to go to my popo's house. What do you do at your popo's house...??? you EAT! then came home... don't know what i was doing and soon, it was sunday.
Sunday morning went to teach the kids and szelings was late.. no worries babe. i forgive you. haha but you really got to get rid of this habit larh... don't have me how?! haha What did we do after church? we went to EAT. then we went shopping, Szeling just bought so many things and all add up only about 100. Me? i bought like 2 things and already cost more than what she paid for. Eh. it's not cause i got expensive taste ok.. it's just that i'm not very small. haha. yeh larh. i'm fat. Then shop abit more... eat again. Walk around abit more then went home for dinner... eat again. Haiz. But then. when i went to the padang to watch "Torque" premier... i didn't eat ok... ah hah. Glen ong was the host... and man does he talk alot of shit. The movie is not nice... but if you're into bikes.. then go catch it on a $6.50 day.
Today, went to the Body Worlds exhibition with nat, my mei and my dad, it's ok only larh... nothing great really. After which we went to EAT. Went to wheelock sakae sushi... and the bill came up to almost 60 bucks... 2 girls... don't mess with nat and i when we're hungry man! ah hah. did some shopping today and bought many frivolous things. What can i say, i'm the queen of frivolity man!! Then i went to my popo's house again... play with my cousins... and as i said.. what do you do when you go to popo's house...???? you EAT! therefore, i've been eating non stop. Actually wanted to watch peter pan today.. but it was sold out everywhere?! what's wrong with all these people. They should all stay at home and study! Why all so slack like me...??? Aiyah.. i know i have a test tomorrow... but i need therapy alright. I'm iin a rough patch now.
I have to go to school tomorrow... got to wear slippers.. i got this super bad blister on my foot and it hurts like shit. But i think i'll just go for the test. I don't think i can wake up to go for 8am lecture and sit until 3 then go for driving. Just feeling lazy. I know i'm REALLY lagging in my work, i promise to catch up as soon as possible. Right now, i'm hoping that my dad will be alright, and that darren will call for a dinner appointment. really wanna catch him before he leaves. It's going to be a busy week... lots of school stuff to catch up with.
*Nat, thanks for today. Really enjoyed myself. It's been a long time. Love you much much! call on me often ok...???