Wednesday, May 30, 2007

I LOVE this song! Not because Kame sang it, but it's got such a nice tune to it. Vid's really soft and kinda fuzzy cause it's filmed during the KAT-TUN concert that's happening right now. Give it a chance! Haha.


I'm sure everyone must have watched or heared of Miss Universe 2007! But since i am in WA, everything is at snails pace and must "wait awhile", i only watched it last night. Must say that i am VERY impressed by Miss Japan (who won the title). She's so young, but she's got so much charisma. Her walk was full of personality and i think she answered the final question well. Plus i also think that she's hot. Heh. Proud to be asian. I cannot remember the last time an asian girl won Miss Universe. These are the only non copyright pictures i could find. But i think she looks hot anyway. Good job Riyo Mori. *Claps*
I don't realy like the pink wall, but oh well. I think she looks good. I am envious of her hair. Yes. I know that i should also be envious of her entire body. Pfft. The freaks of nature.

Miss Korea 2007 was very pretty too. She also has very nice hair. But i think she looks very plastic and her eyes are quite spaced out. But yeh, overall, i do think she's very pretty!

Miss Singapore 2007 wasn't bad either! But i won't put up a picture of her, cause the ones i found weren't very flattering. But i was quite impressed at the quality this year. Well done Singapore. Finally some standard. Who knows, maybe next year we'll make it to top 15!

Otherwise, i thought the entire pageant was a flop. It was so rowdy and informal. The judges were so irrelevant (all entertainment industry people) and the final questions were like so "what da hell?!" One judge asked, "Would you rather go out with a guy who is fun and spontaneous or a guy who is safe?" What has that at all got to do with ANYTHING Miss Universe advocates?! Not that the answers the girls gave were very much better. Pfft. Pretty also no use larh. Must have at least some brains. Bah. Oh well. I'm just pleased that Japan won. Truely think she did well. *nods*


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Monday, May 28, 2007


Kame picture of the day! Also my current hp wall paper. Hee. I haven't see much of him lately. Have resorted to re-watching my dvds. Looking forward to the dy where he makes something new where he is no longer stuck playing a forlorn youth with no money trying to get a girl that's out of his league. The story is getting really dull. He needs to eat more and put on some weight.

Ok, enough about Kame for a minute. This is the last week of uni for the semester!! *dances around the living room* It's going to be the last week in a while where i have to roll out of bed in total protest of being alive. Yay yay yay!! The down side is that exams are right around the corner. Totaly unprepared and will have to mug like crazy because i have not gone for a single lecture this semester. It is truely amazing that i manage to pass everything up till now. I suspect jennifer secretly hates me, cause she goes for everything and we score around the same. Think buried somewhere in the depths of my brain is a cell that still functions at an optimal level. I am grateful. *nods*

The other things is... SUNITA IS COMING BACK ON WEDNESDAY!!! I will have someone to play with again! I miss her so much. The house has been just weird without her. It has also become a pig's sty. Will have to clean up before she gets back or she'll look upon me with great disdain and i don't think i can bear it. Haha. I don't understand the concept of packing up really. What's the point when you're just going to have to do it over again later? Like making beds. Why bother when you're just going to roll around in it again in a couple of hours? Pfft. Life is such a mystery.

Seeing as June is coming, and it's confirmed now, i can say i am currently waiting in anticipation and excitment for Alvin and Vanessa to come over for a visit!!! I didn't wanna say anything before, didn't want to jinx it. But they've book their flight and they're really going to come! I am sooo happy! I have friend to play with! Plus i don't think i've EVER hung out with Alvin nor Vanessa for extended periods of time. Going to be such an experience. It's really nice when friends from home come to visit. Then it doesn't feel so much like i'm living 2 separate lives.

Having said that. I'm looking forward to being at home in singapore too. Been stuck here for longer than i'd have liked. Been almost 6 straight months now. No idea how people can go for years without going home. I could never do that. My heart belongs at home. I think about my friends and family every single day. Not a day passes where i do not miss them. I'd see things and do things here in perth and i'd wish with all my might that they could be here to share it with me. Like when we went to see the fireworks on Australia day, i couldn't help but wish my CCCs were there to see it too. There's the fuzz inside only the smell of home can evoke. 5 more weeks. 5 more agonizing weeks of anticipation. Hope i live till then. Uni is killing me slowly. Like poison. I hate it.

Ok. My fingers are officially frozen. I think i shall go warm them up. Till next time! See ya!
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007


There's the happy face!


2 Bak sisters. Dawn looks very gross and tired and auntie and fat. That's because she really is that way now a days. Leenie has a really big smile for a really small face!


Here are the 2 faces that are missed tremedously by the rest of the family!


Gosh, 17 was 5 years ago for me. Where did the time go?! I don't remember my 17th birthday. Don't think ling and i were even close then! Seems ages ago cause i cannot remember 1 day that didn't involve ling. Especially birthdays. Though i'm quite sure that my 17th birthday involved my dearest clique. Man i'm old.

Was talking to Nat online today, and we were saying we just wanted to be bums and didn't wanna study/work anymore. Funny how when i was a kid, i had all these ambitions, gynae, doctor, business woman, teacher, biotechnician... now? Just wanna be a bum. Irony. Oh well. On a brighter note, it's the 2nd last week of uni! It is also the last week i have submissions due! Yay!! This means... i can go home soon!!! It also means that after this week, i can snuggle on my couch in my pajamies, roll around ALL DAY watching Kame!! Sunita will be back here too! We can watch together! Muahahahaha. I am so excited. *nods*

But for now... it's back to the books. I have a huge huge huge oral exam (not the sec school kind unfortunately) tomorrow. Have yet to study for it! EEPS! No sleep tonight AGAIN.

Well... at the end of the day... HAPPY BIRTHDAY AILEEN BAK! I will always remember the day you came into our lives as a tiny baby! Now you're old enough to learn to drive in Oz! Love you heaps! I'm glad you're here in Perth with me. I just wish you would go to school by yourself everyday. Happy birthday!!!!
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Guess who's birthday today?!


That's right. Leenie Bak turns the ripe old age of 17 today!

Since it was just the 2 of us celebrating at home (cause i have a mountain of assignments and she's have test week), leenie has to light her own candles. If you look hard enough, you can see photos of Kame on my fridge behind! They are real photos of Kame alright.


She had 17 polka dotted candles on her yummy mud cake.
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Monday, May 14, 2007


Picture of my gorgeous* Kamenashi Kazuya kun. He eases my nerves, especially now with an impossible assignment due on friday worth 40%. I haven't seen him around for a long time and i miss him!! Now that Akanishi Jin is back from LA, he has stolen the limelight away from my Kame and i am very upset. =( Kame seems to shrink into the background now that Jin is back, which is not particularly bad for Kame cause i think he needs to rest. He's been looking quite pale and sickly recently and concert reports say that he's not been performing at his usual standards. I know that nobody cares, but i care! On the up side, it seems that he's put on a LITTLE bit of weight, which i personally feel is a pretty negligible amount, but some is better then none in his case. Reckon he only weighs as much as my thighs. Pffft.

The other exciting thing is... Papa smsed this morning to tell me he bought me some KAT-TUN stuff!!! Yayness! Imagine my papa buying those stuff. Haha. So weird. But then again, it shows that i am loved. Muahahaha. Guess they must really be HUGE in Japan, even my papa knows what to buy. Haha.

Alrighty. I will leave y'all to enjoy my Kamenashi's picture. I have to go back and stare at my assignment guideline and will my brain to function.

*this is in my personal opinion, so please don't flame my Kame.

P.S: Dennis... don't be mean to Kame, it's not his fault he looks so androgynous.
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Sunday, May 13, 2007

Just in case anyone is wondering, i am not dead. There just hasn't been anything interesting to blog about. The life of a uni student is a dull one. Been up to my neck with assignments. I have 2 massive ones to go before exams. Hopefully this semester will turn out ok.

It's mother's day today, so first thing's first, Happy Mother's Day mummy!! Not that she can hear me, but i always believe that she can see my heart. Like there'd be a view from Heaven where she can see me. Just makes me feel better sometimes thinking that she knows what's happening. Gives me a tad bit of strength to carry on. Sometimes things just get too hard you know? Many times i wonder how life would be different if my mummy were here. I'd probably get more work done cause she'd be nagging me every min of the day. This whole Kame obsession would probably not have even started cause she wouldn't have allowed me to waste away my life glued to the TV. I'd have someone to talk to when things get rough and feel better after because hers is the only opinion that matters. I miss her very much. I would trade anything to have her back here, healthy and happy, even if it was just for a single day. I would do it.

Anyways, speaking of Kame, Dennis has posted a really gross picture of Kame on my friendster. My friends just hate me larh. They don't even get the full blow of my obsession and they already think i'm nuts. But i guess they love me enough to tolerate me, and that's all i can ask for really. I would ask for them to watch the drama, but i'd prolly get murdered in my sleep, so that's ok. Haha. Jac watched the drama though and she liked it! That kinda made my day. Haha! Yes yes, i am a loser and i have no life. My papa is in Japan now (i am SO jealous) and i told him to buy stuff back for me. Had to explain the whole KAT-TUN and Kame thing to him, so hopefully he'll buy SOMETHING back for me. Muahahaha. Don't think he'll be able to miss it larh. They're just all over Japan now, with billboards and all. *Nods* I am waiting in anticipation.

The other few things that i am anticipating are, Sunita's return to Perth, my trip home to Singapore to see all my loved ones (and my russelly!!!) and my trip to HK with is sisters! I feel as though i've been in Perth for the longest time. How ever did sunita stay here for a year not not have gone home?! It's torture man! I wanna go home like the minute i arrive in perth. Feel like i'm under Perth arrest or something, totally cannot leave! Argh! Just makes it less bearable when sunita's not here. Pffffft. Sunita..... faster come back! But make sure you eat calamari 1st!

Nat has left for Beijing. She's going to be there for 6 months. Therefore, she's not going to be home when i'm back. This happened last year as well!! I swear she just likes to put oceans between us larh. Not going to see her till December. Speaking of which, Elaine is leaving to San Francisco in June for a year and i won't even get to see her till 2008! I have to remember to catch her before she leaves. Everyone is all over the world! Sharon is in Shanghai till december, Nat is in beijing till august, Laine is going to US till next year and Jac is in US too! At least i'll get to see her this time when i'm home. I always feel we never get enough time to see each other. =(

On the brighter side, i'm looking forward terribly to seeing my CCCs! Miss them sooooooo much. Though they all hate me now because of Kame. I think RuiChuan must be so big now and doing some pretty amazing stuff! Got heaps to catch up with ling and beng and fenny too of course. Ohh... just thinking about it gets me excited!! I couldn't ask for a better social circle, even tough my circle is rather small, just clique and CCCs. Good enough for me!! Yayness.

Alrighty. This shall be the end of my pointless entry. I shall go and read my jie's fan fiction and cook some lunch for leenie and myself. *nods* Till next time! See ya!


Monday, May 07, 2007


I don't remember what year this photo was taken, ages ago for sure. When there was 8 of us. It's Sheena's D.A today. We all miss her tremendously. Sometimes i have conversations with her in my mind. I imagine the things she'd say and i'd smile to myself. Even after all this time, i don't really feel that she's gone. She will always be alive to us.

Miss you Sheena dear. Miss you a lot.
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