Sunday, September 28, 2008

How is it that time passes so quickly, yet so slowly at the same time? In a blink of an eye, it's been almost 10 years since.

Nat bumped into Darren last night. Almost 10 years... man. When i was 14, i never imagined my life at 23. I think 23 back then was so far off. Strange how in 9 years, everything yet nothing has changed. Who'd have thought that I would be in uni. I don't know. Just that every time i'm reminded of Darren, i think about how much time has passed and all the other neuroses follow.

Anyway, It's Alvin's birthday today. So happy birthday alvin! Hope you're having a good one. =) Cheers!


Monday, September 15, 2008

10 more weeks before i get to go home again. Need home therapy. Sometimes i'm scared that this is the last semester attending formal classes cause it means that i will be responsible for my own actions in the outside world and cannot blame my ignorance anymore. Internal conflict happening here. Yes. I am a walking contradiction.

There are moments i am afraid of you. You stir me to feel. You make me want to tear down the walls. At the same time, you make me want to run as fast and as far as i can because i cannot be sure that you are not like him.

They say time heals all wounds. I think time has only gotten me used to the pain, the chronic pain.


Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Chelsie's out of the competition already. I'm sad. I really like her. She's so good and so HOT. My favourite routine of hers. Bleeding Love. Awesome song too.