As cliched as it is now in our very typical Singaporean society, i would like to talk about the very over publicised tv show, Singapore idol. NOTE: I am NOT a Teeny Booper. Let us begin.

I decided that the show started out all wrong. The judges are useless. They don't give very constructive critisism that's for sure. Every week at least 1 judge has to say "you have to find your own style." I mean how is that at all constructive? It's like telling someone with bad dress sense to "find your own style" , which is stupid cause apparently the person sin't capable of doing so. I mean if everyone could "find your own style", we would have many many genere's of music. I mean how heard of RnB 30 years ago. I have digressed. Judges. Dick lee is obviously gay and he says the stupidest things thinking that they're funny. Like when david yeo coloured his hair and told everyone that he wasn't beng, Dick lee said, "All ah bengs colour their hair". *Makes an attempt to raise an eyebrow* I mean what does that have to do with anything? So i colour my hair, am i an ah lian? (I'll smack whoever that says yes). Florence lian. She's pretty but she's too emotional. Like how she cried last week. Geez. Come on woman, it's a competition. Someone has to go. Douglas O. He's the worst. He looks like a hippie. He says the most retarded this sometimes. Half the time i have no idea what he's talking about. He obviously has no foresight because he thinks that Olinda will be in the finals (more on that later). Ken. OK. He probably is the most sensible one, i kinda like him, he's honest but not too brutal. After all, he is some big shot in Hype Records, i would expect him to have better judgement.

Another thing about the show that irks me sometimes is the host. Gurmit Singh. On normal occasions, i'd like gurmit. I'd say he's a good comedian, versatile and overall a pretty good host for shows. BUT, in the case of Singapore idol, he's just wrong for the role. Why? Cause he's simply too old. Don't you find it slightly disgusting that they make him wear tight fitting clothes? Trying to impose a Ryan Seacrest image on Gurmit Singh is just wrong. Not everyone looks good as a Himbo or can get away with it. Plus, Gurmit tends to talk rubbish on the show, making it abit hard to get through, especially the result show. Also, he was never in the music industry, so somehow, he sounds unconvincing. That's my opinion.

More important than the host and the judges, the contestants. I will not say that they cannot sing because they all can sing better than me and they do deserve the credit. I imagine all the hard work they have to put in to survive the series and i feel their exhaustion. I do think that Channel 5 has put in a commendable amount of effort in grooming the contestants cause they all look dang good at this stage. The media has given such extensive coverage to the idols that it's hard not to notice. Everyone has their favourite idol, and it's disappointing to see their idol leave the compettition. But what can i say? It is a popularity contest.

I felt alittle sad when olinda had to leave the show. The only reason was because the girl really can sing. At the same time, among the 3 that were left standing (Olinda, Sly, and taufik), she was the most obvious choice. Why? Simply because, she has no image. From the start of the show, olinda's singing has been powerful, i wowed at her vocals, eventually, she got boring. There was no element of surprise. I give her credit for trying so hard, even wearing a dress to win votes, but babe, you're just a tad boring to watch. She's good to listen to, but watching her just ain't that exciting. After a while, her voice becomes 1 dimensional and there really isn't anything to look out for in her. But you'd have to admit, that girl can sing. Props to olinda.

Then there's Taufik. Woo hoo. He has made such great improvement it's amazing. I remember that i was so glad he made it into the final 12 cause i thought he deserved the chance. Every week i look forward to his performance because i think he has class. His voice always manages to capture the spirit of the song. But, he lacks originality. He copies well, but when it comes to his own style and image, i feel that he has yet to carve one for himself. His vocals are much better compared to sly's, but is he idol material? That is the question. Taufik is very likable, he's performances are charming, enthusiastic and full of life but is HE charming enough for idol? We'll have to see.

In all fairness ( i am NOT racist, i will substantiate what i say), for Singapore idol to be successful, Sylvester has to win. Why do i say so? I admit that Taufik is a better vocalist but i have to say that Sly's a better idol. And i'm not saying that just because i'm completely infactuated with him. It's true. Sly's more marketable than taufik. The media NEEDS sly to win is they want idol to be a success. 1st and most importantly, Taufik is malay, it would be VERY difficult to market him outside of singapore. That is the truth. Singapore does not have the ability to groom Taufik to fit world standards. Come on. You'd have to agree with me. Look at Will Young, Clay Aiken, Kelly Clarkson, can Taufik Batisah stand with them on stage? Be honest with yourself. However, it is different in Sly's case. He is a better choice.

I was TOTALLY turned off by sly's initail performance. Him in the red jacket and the long floppy hair with cheap hair extensions was a complete wreck. I saw him as nothing more than an Ah beng with bad fashion sense. Ok, i guess some of you still think that, but i am determined to change your minds! When Ken told him that day that he should smile more, and sly gave that constipated grin, i was won over! He knew how to play with the audience. In all his seriousness, he made the audience laugh. I was sooooo glad they brought him back for wild card. Then on, he started looking better and better. Hee hee hee. Since the wild card, he always smile for the camera, and that smile of his just sends me to cloud 9. Unlike Taufik, Sly's image had always been there. He is a rocker dude. He just sounds so good singing aerol smith, and i don't even like aerol smith. The shyness about him is just so endearing, i don't know why but i'm just sooooo drawn to him. Every time he does his pointing thing and gives that cheeky face, i just melt i tell you! I am totally and completely infacutuated with him. I am in love with my image of him. He comes across very real. Like in the interview last thursday, he was honest about his relationship with Mia and he was honest about his family and i felt that hey, this guy is for real. There was this once, he sang a classic love song, where he looked so great wearing the hat, man, he sounded so good! If he were my boyfriend, i'll hug him and refuse to let go! Man, i really like sly.

OK. About his marketability. See when he sang the jay chow song? He was good. Even though i had NO idea what he was singing. (eh. it was in chinese larh.) Even the lousy judges said that he's make it big in the mandrin market. Think now, Steph Sun, He yoew sun. Agreed that Sly's vocals is not powerful enough to fight Taufik's but he's just right for the mandrin industry. He's got that semi jay chow image that girls seem to find so hard to resist (not that i cannot resist jay chow ok, i just like sly.) I mean if sly cuts a mandrin album, i would so buy it. ( i Hope Sylvester reads this sentence and falls madly in love with me cause i NEVER buy chinese anything) If Sly wins right, the media would earn lotsa money cause they can market him in taiwan as well! Think now, steph sun. Sly has his own style, he has won me over. That in itself is a feat because i am a cynical bitch. I am smitten by his smile and his shyness, he's endearing nature and simply by his performance. I mean come on! He looks darn good in aviater shades man!!!! What i simply cannot get over is bad pronunciation, he is the epitome of it. Oh well, what can i say. I'm infactuated with sylvester. Under normal circumstances, the NAME sylvester would turn me off, but he's changed that. ( i hope he reads this sentence and falls in love with me too) Haiz, i'm in love with the guy on tv. I'm being discriminated for it (ok, he better fall in love with me). I can't wait for the 1st of dec! I like sly!

OK. End of my very very very boring entry. Props to you if you read it. I just needed to express my infactuation. Hee hee. Anyone has tickets for 1 of dec and wants to sell them? I want! See, this is just so out of character, just shows how into sly i am when he's completely not my type. I will get over this, i just need him to fall in love with me. Haha. Ok, you can discriminate me now. I don't care, cause i'm standing on sly's side and i'm not moving. (yup, he'd BETTER fall in love with me.)

Clique, do you remember what we did exactly after the last day of our O levels? I vaguely recall going to PS and screaming our lungs out playing table hockey. The only reason i remember that is because i have a neoprint of that fateful day where we all look like nerds. But anyone remember what we did exactly?

Why am i thinking of a day that happened a good 3 years ago? Tis cause on friday, i was out and town was SWARMING with MOBS of secondary school kids. It was the last day of O levels. I had a really good time observing them and being a cynical bitch. Let me elaborate. Imagine the marche in Heeren. I was looking absolutely disgusting after work and was having din din with my family, we were nicely seated in a cosy corner of the place. Every corner in sight was conquered with tables of secondary school kids. RGS, ACS, CHS, SCGS, CGS, NYGH it was strange i didn't see any MGS girls. Anyway. The scene really got the clockwork in my mind working (that's quite rare cause usually my brain shuts down st8 after work). On every table of the sec school kids was at least 3 plates of Rostti. Reminded me of my sec school days where my clique and i would go to marche with 5 bucks in our pockets, sit at the kids corner and have only rostti and mineral water. Now, i hardly think we'd be out with 5 bucks in our pockets. Why is it that sec school kids are so drawn to rostti at marche? It's darn weird larh.

Then, i couldn't help noticing how terrible they all looked. My clique never looked so poseur and sloppy. We were the elite man. I looked at the ACS(I) boys and i was so disappointed man! What on earth happened? They were like the hotties in my time. They would walk past any sec school girl and she would swoon. If you had an ACSian for a boyfriend during my time, you'd be the envy of all. They would be looking all grunged with their expertly spiked hair, their baggy pants, their low slug bag packs and their stupid guai lan faces. That combination used to send cupid arrows through girls hearts in my time. Now. Yee. What happened? They just look sloppy and un-groomed. I always thought ACS had like a grooming module in school or something. Like they'd dedicate a few hours a week to teach the boys how to spike their hair right and how to carry off the most guai lan faces in the most cassanovic way possible. Geez. What happened?

Oh oh. I was in flash and splash and there was this group of SC girls. They were with this group of eurasian looking (eurasian, not ang moh) boys in home clothes. The SC girls look like mini sluts. OK, no offense to gawain/ wan en cause gawain is really rather nice, but they look like a group of Wan en's and gawain's! It's terrible! The girls had those brightly coloured skinny hairbands on, but their fringe was still all over their face. What is the point may i so polietly ask? Then arh, the girls were carrying Crumplers, they were carrying it LOW SLUNG! Goodness! Crumplers are not meant to be low slung!!! They just degraded the bag! It's horrible! They're doing injustice to the bag! I was so turned off man. What's up with that?

You know what was more disturbing? I saw so many groups of 16 year olds looking like drunk clubbing sluts! It's horrible! It's such an eyesore! They would be wearing short, almost non- existent, mini skirts, a skin tight, skimpy top, bearinf either shoulders, boobs (or lack thereof), or midriff, and the absoLUTEly wrong pair of heels. Their make up would be over done and the wrong colour (like green or light blue) and their blush would be too red. Not only so, their hair would be tied up in and ah lian style with a dangling strand of fringe hanging over their over made faces. Are you cringing yet? Cringe my friends cringe. Yee. Think it's the fashion disaster of this generation.

I'm not saying that we had no fashion disasters in my generation. We had the baggy jeans and trail slippers. Hair cut with "tails" or girls hair cut armani. I had no part in the baggy jeans and the trail slippers, i hated those right from the start, but the hair, i did sport. Terrible. Now i know how old, underpaid, attachment students who work in Tuas feel when they looked at us in the past. Yee.

But as i looked at the photos i have of me and my clique, i realized that we didn't look bad at all. Girls, we were genuinely better than the rest horh? We weren't poseurs. We were elite in our own classy way. We were the best. You'd have to admit. Come on, i mean with people like Jac, Nat, Sharon, Sheena, Fel, Laine, Van in my clique how bad could it be? Oh. i think i just named my entire clique. Haha. Aiyarh. We were the best larh. Cream of the crop. We had the looks and the brains and the atheletes (minus me in all categories, i was the slob). Clique, i miss us. We should all dress up and go pubbing, and laugh at all the badly dressed sec school kids who eat rostti and sling their Crumplers too low. Whaddaya say huh? That's of course after all your exams, on a sat night cause i'm working in tuas. Whaddaya say my dearies? Maybe when jac comes back, that'll be good huh?

Anyway, i'm going to say this really out of point thing. It's going to mess up my entire entry and you people will probably stone me for saying this, but as xiaxue says, "this is MY blog and i have the right to say what i want in it and i will. So shut up and listen!" I'm so totally in love with Sylvester Sim from the singapore idol. *dreamy look* Shut up. He's cute ok. *glares* Hee hee hee. Ok, granted his vocals are not as good as Taufik's or Olinda's but he's got stage presence. Man, every time he smiles that crooked smile of his, i just can't help but swoon. I'm so totally infactuated with the crooked smile and the shyness he has about himself... the way he sings the word "baby"... the way he dances... boy can that fella dance man! I would love to see him on the clubbing floor! Ok, the only things that bother me is his stupid hair and bad pronunciation. Other than that, that shy rocker dude on tv... *sighs* Give me some of that! Haha.

Ok jac, you'd prolly not know who i'm talking about. But it's ok! I'll show you when you get back. Then you'll give me the "dawn, you're crazy- he's not even close to cute- you're so disgusting- you have such bad taste" face that you always give me when i say guys are cute. But it's ok! I like...... Hee hee hee. *pao smile*

Alrighty. I am done with bitching for today. I think it's quite alot. Bitching is good alright. It clears the system. I have to go to work tomorrow. Bleahz. My supervisor is back from the states tomorrow, double bleahz. I'm having monday blues. ok. will go pack my bag and do my logbook now. ok peeps... i'm......... OUT!

P/S: good luck nat/ sharon/ sheena/ jac for any exams coming your way!

It is 2.15 in the afternoon on tuesday and i am comfortably sitting at my desk typing this when i should be or rather NORMALLY would be in the lab wrapping spoons or pouring media or something. I am on MC today. Decided that since i am entitled to 7 days paid MC, i might as well make use of it since i have no applicable leave. Seriously, i am sick though. Went to the crappy doctor downstairs and in 3 mins, he's already given me my MC for a price of 20 dollars. Well, yeh, he gave me anti-histamines too. The thing is, anti histamines cause drowsiness and he just didn't want to give me more days MC. Men. Stingy poke. Don't i deserve more days of rest? He shuld know that it takes an immense amount of effort to travel to Tuas everyday. Chicken.

Anyway, complains aside. I Finally received a call from jac! I was so elated that i couldn't sleep after we hung up. Feels so good to hear from her and hear her voice again. The "wah lao eh"'s and the "Huh.... why like that"'s were all so familiar. It's nice to know how things are over at her side and that she misses me almost as much as i miss her. Can't wait for her to come back! Even though i'd be working, the comfort of knowing that she's home eases the spirit somehow. Haha. Babe! Really love you and miss ya!

Had a chance to experience Nat's driving skills last week too. She drives good. GUD. Much better than i did when i just got my license. Good job Nat! She's confident and knows what she's doing. I was a total whimp when i just passed. Everyday only drive to school and TM and home. Now i'm better alright, and i think my driving is pretty not bad also. Now. That is. Haha. Talk about driving, Alvin dear is taking his test for the 1st time right this min. He just told me that his heart is racing. Haha. Guess everyone feels that way during the driving test. I was so nervous for my second driving test, my left leg was trembling so bad i couldn't step on the clutch properly. Thank goodness everything turned out ok. Wonder how's alvin doing.

So, has everyone watched shark tale yet? I watched it 3 times in one week. Once with ling, then with alden,4k and selwin and the 3rd time with Kiwi. I had fun all 3 times so it wasn't so bad. Really enjoyed spending time with them every moment i spend with my friends now seems to be heaven. Work just sucks.

Been thinking ALOT about my "i don't know" relationship, if you can even call it a relationship. I really don't know what to do. I know i prolly shouldn't do anything, just sit back and wait. But it just isn't like me to be so passive about my emotions. But then again, i'm not really sure if i'm having the correct emotions in the 1st place. It's all very complicated, at the same time it seems so blatant, you know what i mean? Ok, you probably don't, but it just really frustrating not to know what's going on and you're just blindly following not knowing if you're going to drop into a hole. Shitters. Tis very annoying.

The initial plan was to do my project synopsis today and finish it. However i am now feeling extremely lazy and sleepy. What shall i do? Maybe i'll sleep awhile 1st then wake up and do it? Sounds good sounds good. Hee hee hee. Ok! I'll do that. Sian. I have to go to work tomorrow. NO more holiday already. I hate working.

Oh. It's szeling's birthday on thursday. We bought her something really nice. Hee hee hee. I'm in the midst of making this thing for her. Shh. Don't tell her what it is... it's a surprise! She's so gonna love it! Haha!

It so funny that some things just cannot be expressed through words by mouth and penning them down seems so much easier, but more often or not, penning them down makes them more serious and more mushy then it ought to be. What then is the answer for oppressed feelings, dishevelled thoughts and a state of confusion? So often i want to say how i feel, tell you what i think, but the words don't flow, should i be honest? Should i be tactful? Should i be curt and straightforward? Why are people such complicated beings? Why can't we just live for ourselves without having indirect impact on everyone else?

Sometimes i'm confused, more often i am frustrated. It seems that i have sunk deeper than i knew, deeper than i thought. Other times just fly by like nothing is wrong, everything's alright. These emotional and mental fluctuations often bring me to the brink of insanity. Maybe i'm just neurotic. Maybe i'm obsessed with pain. Maybe i'm addicted to bad relationships. I often relish these thoughts to a deep pit, hoping that they'll never resurface, but it seems like i'm often impregnated with a feeling of brokeness.

A very precious friend once expressed her frustration of "being the same person" as before. You'd think that through all the ups and downs, the tears and the laughter, you'd grow stronger, wiser, more confident, more certain of who you are and what you want. Many a times you believe that you do, but then, the truth comes crashing. You're still the same, foolish, stupid girl who put herself out there, in the hurtful world, waiting for her "knight in shining armour" to sweep her off her feet.

I found myself, in anticipation. I should never anticipate. I am always disappointed. I always thought that i was strong, that could always fight a lonely battle and win. I was wrong. I had grown dependent. I sould never allow myself to grow dependent on anyone or anything. I was waiting, i waited and waited and waited, but he never came. Maybe he never wanted to, or never meant to come to me. I foolishly believed that he would. My "old" self took over, the silly, vulnerable, sensitive little girl, who sat at her doorstep, plucking petals off flowers... "he loves me, he loves me not". No. I refuse to be that girl.

I am lonely, i do not deny it. I am sometimes envious of those who have the arms of a prince to fall into, a shoulder to rest your head on, an enveloping embrace oh so tight, a sense of emotional security. I've just admitted the unspeakable. I do not speak of such things cause i don't believe in it. At least i don't believe it'll last forever. But it is something i covet. Greed is the cause of self destruction.

No. I am a fighter. I am a hardened rock, made strong by the immense pressure of the earth. I will be a diamond, rare, invaluable, hard and illuminous. I refuse to crumble this time. I am not the same foolish damsel waiting for a white knight. I am a lone reed and i will withstand the harsh elements. I will survive, even though sometimes i feel like my sanity is hanging by the thread.Love is a powerful weapon. I have been defeated by it once too often. Now, i take it, and i destroy it, before it destroys me...... again.

Man, that feels good. I finally get to rest my aching feet. I've been walking around in heels the entire day. Okok, i prolly deserve it, but hey, give me alittle credit, i don't get to wear them out very much ok, if i don't wear them they'll grow mouldy and hate me for neglecting them. I love my shoes, just too bad i can't express that love to them very much.

I'm actually supposed to be doing my logbook right now so i can sleep early tonight, but i'm feeling very lazy, therefore i shall blog and leave you guys something to read over the week. Since i'll likely to only blog once a week, maybe you guys should just read a paragragh a day. But then again, i think i don't have many active readers, so oh well. *shrugz*

Day started early, went for sunday school. I love going for sunday school, it makes me feel good for sharing my time and love for these wonderful children. But it also gets me pondering about alot of things. More on that later. Today, i was taking benedict, so i had to potter myself off to the "normal" sunday school with the "normal" kids. I tell you, they're REALLY naughty. Sometimes i really feel like strangling them! Anyway, as usual, when i walk in and Ben sees me, he just puts on this really brilliant smile and it just makes my day! Then, he beckoned me to go and sit next to him, but there was no space. So, ben being the sweetest dear ever, cleared a space on the floor next to him and asked me to sit. The truth is, what he really did was, he cleared a space in my heart.

Know i was thinking, if i find out that i was pregnant with a "deficient" child, i wonder if i'd have the courage to bring it into the world. I thought about it, and i reckon, i probablly won't. I know it's selfish and irresponsible but i don't think i would be happy witnessing my child's pain. To be more realistic about things, i don't think i could deal with the financial burden, the sleepless nights, the likelihood of my husband leaving me and leaving me with the reality of the situation. I don't think i'm strong enough. I think the parents of my sunday school kids are really brave. I really don't think i could deal with it.

Anyway, i spent the day out with ling today. I love spending time out with ling, we always have so much fun. Laughing and laughing. But the poor dear is still ill. Coughing and blowing nose. Poor thing. I really hope we can go to Oz and study together and have our cat. It'll be so nice and fun. Just that i'll be nagging her in and out and she'll be nagging me to clean up the place and all that. Haha. Sounds fun sounds fun! But i think i'll miss home, and my friends. Transition is always hard to enter, and a new phase is often difficult to adapt to, but more often or not, we don't have a choice, got to move with the times or we'll get left behind.

Dad just came back with dinner, i think i shall go and eat. I really need to go on a diet, i'm really fat. Hmm. Another thought for another day. Haha. As Garfield says: "DIET is DIE with a T." He's the wisest figure in the world man! Haha. See ya peeps!

Alright. It feels REALLY odd not having to do anything on a saturday afternoon. I have therefore made an appointment for a pedicure at 4pm. It is now 3pm. I slept till 2pm and was out till 2.30am. Does that all make sense? Haha. I don't know. Somehow the only timings that matter to me these days are... Lunch time, Knock off time, Bed time and Wake up time. All other timings have somehow become insignificant.

I'd be out with Kiwi at this momonet if he hadn't decided to tua me. So far, all the saturdays since i started work (actually it's only been 2 saturdays) have been spent out with kiwi. Somehow it just feels weird not going out on saturday, it's really a pity because it's like my only day of freedom in the week, when i don't have to worry about sleeping early or waking up late. Saturdays are now my most favourite days. Hee hee. The reason why kiwi tua-ed me today was becuase he's going drinking with the biotech guys tonight and he's got to work this morning, plus we got home really late last night. He needs to rest. I already made him feel really bad about abandoning me, so yeh, i'll let him get away wth it this time. Haha.

Kiwi was really last night. Subtle, but sweet. Now now, don't raise your eyebrow at me, nor roll your eyes, he'd do it for any girl. He's just such a sweet and gentle character without a single bad bone in his body. Last night, he came to pick me up from my movie to fetch me to sempang and send my sisters home. He waited for me for like 45 mins, patiently without any complains. Ok, granted he was driving my car, but still, it's sweet. Know how i always go out or fancy really bastard guys? Being around kiwi just makes me feel bad about myself. Like i'll just never be good enough. It's a bitter sweet feeling sometimes.

Was out for din din with Nat last night. She came down all the way to TM to meet me. She's so nice. Save me the travelling. Met her friend Kieth too. Seen him once for like 30 seconds, so it was nice that we commuted this time round. He's nice and rather good looking too. Hee. Time spent with Nat always is a blast. Everyone who's been out with nat would agree. It was fun. I missed her. Was so great seeing her last night.

Nat nat, best friends are better than boyfriends yes? It's going to be tough and bitter, but you're a strong girl, i know you'll pull through the hard times and emerge stronger and wiser. Maybe alot more cynical, but baby, you've learnt survival. Don't let go too soon, but don't hang on too long. Things happen for the best. Put your trust in God, in yourself, in me and we'll get through it together. Lean on me, call on me, fall on me, i'm always here and i will never leave you unattended. Call me up for drinks, call me up for party, call me to cry, or if you need to whack someone, i'll lend you my arm. Don't be broken, cause brokeness takes too long to heal. Grief for a while and get back on your feet, there are so many things to do, so many people to meet, so much more to grief for. Live and let live. Let the past bury itself. I love you so much baby, and i'll always be here for you k? *hugz*

I miss my buds, my clique especially. How have you girls been?? How's school? How's life? Thigs going ok? LP... I miss you also! Really, you muct call me out more often marh! We everytime say only, then never meet for so long already. Fel and sheena too! Then of course there's Jac. Babe, haven't heard form you in too long. Please please please contact me, it's been way too long and way too little. Haiz.

I'm taking comfort that dennis is coming back soon, he told me his ticket says the 15th. I hope he's punctual. I need a friend to bitch to and to give in to my whimps and fancies. Haha. Sorry dennis. I always put you through all my shit. But hey, i've really miss ya know. Bet you can't say the same about me. Haha. Time should fly alittle faster, i'm so bored at work, i'm ready to go back to school anytime. argh!!!!!

I'm feeling not too well. Nose is blowing and my throat's alittle scratchy. Must have got it from ling. My poor girl is ill. She's coughing like anything and her nose is prolly going to drop off. Babe, rest more please. Don't everytime go out go out marh. sleep and rest is very important know. Be like me, sleep at 8pm. See. Friend, even though i didn't see her, i still got her germs. Either we have a very strong connection or her germs are really potent and they spread through the phone. Haha. Dearie. Get well soon ok?

Hmm, what else is there to say? Well work is boring so i will not talk about it. Oh! It's deepavali next week! I get thursday off!! ALRIGHT! Wanna go out??? Give me a call! Don't know is inner square will be going out, but if you want to hang out with me wednesday night or thursday, just give me a shout out! I'll be delighted to hang out.

Ali is leaving in 2 days. I'm bummed. I can't ask him out to a meal cause he's fasting. Shit. Dude. I'm so gonna miss you! You better sms me or something and bring me back something nice! Take care of yourself and don't get skinner!

Alrighty. That's all folks. Gonna bathe and walk over to east point! I'm SO happening yes? Haha. What... don't look at me that way, i work in tuas. Party on without me! I'm working. Shit.