I really really want to go to Japan/ New York for a holiday. Like really really really. I need time/ friends/ money. But since i have none of the above, i shall just do this meme cause i am bored and not wanting to study for my exam. I really really really really wanna go.


My teacher once said that: If you fail your maths, you will not amount to anything in future. Well. Kiss my ass bitch.

Never in my life have I regretted: going to poly and leading the life i have led/ am leading.

The people who can drive me nuts, but then can always make me smile: It's quite hard to drive me nuts. I have an annoying "couldn't care less" attitude.

When i'm nervous: I get hot flushes, butterflies in my stomach, get really sweaty, try to compensate by talking too much and my singaporean accent gets really thick.

The last time i laughed (until i cried) was: I don't remember. Is that bad?

My hair is: Too long, too thick and out of shape.

My feet are: Ginormous and very white.

Last christmas: Was dull and forgettable cause i cannot remember what i did.

When i turn my head left, i see: The past 22 years of my life.

When i turn my head right, i see: A black hole of nothingness.

When i look down, i see: Table.

The craziest recent event was: Not sleeping for days and hanging out with the gang. Was the best time of my life.

If you make me really happy: It'd be a really nice change.

Where do you plan to visit anytime soon: Japan, New York, home, bed.

Boys are: Stupid. Irrelevant. Redundant. Full of shit.

I'd stop my wedding if: Anything bad/ unexpected happened.

The world could do without: Violence, prejudice, weapons, exams, assignments.

I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: Be left alone with snakes/ spiders.

Most recent thing you've bought yourself: Pajamies.

Most recent thing someone else bought you: Leenie bought me lunch today.

My least favourite time of the day is: The time i ahve to wake up and the time i have to go to uni.

The last time i was high: I did something stupid and it scarred me for life.

The last person i talked to told me: That she didn't want to go to Japan with me anymore.

Last night: Nice and lazy. Just the way i like it.

There's this girl i know who: Who will love me no matter what.

There's this guy i know who: Who will love me no matter what.

I'll tell the next person who makes me really happy: I'm so glad you're in my life.

I'm listening to: Herbie, playing on TV in the background.

I last ate: Half a slice of cake.

My bedsheet is: Dirty and needs a change.

I smell: Nail polish cause i just painted my nails.

On my table, i have: A printer, wires and cables, stationery box, paper, laptop and books.

My full name is: Bak Jing Ting Dawn and i love it. =)

I really really really wanna go to Japan and New York. Why is money so hard to come by? Dammit.

Looking at his photos today, i realised that i no longer love him. I don't even remember him that well anymore. Only the hurt he caused.

Goodbye Mr Big. You big blardy arsehole.

Looking through photos of when i 1st came to perth and comparing them to the more recent ones, i have truly degenerated. When i 1st came, i looked fresh and significantly younger i have to say. Now, i look older, tired, haggard and OH MY FREAKING GOSH. I am so damn blardy fat. Well, there is no denying that i've put on a significant amount of weight, i am not that much in denial. Just never noticed how much cause i've put it on gradually. Damn i am fat. Totally have to do something about it.

Totally. Dammit.

Procrastination.

1. What time did you get up this morning?
I don't really remember. Like 12pm? That's not morning huh.

2. Diamonds or pearls?
Diamonds definitely. Diamonds win all.

3. What’s the last film you saw at the cinema?
House Bunny. How pathetic is that. Gone are my movie buff days.

4. What’s your favourite TV show?
Many many. Many many many.

5. What do you usually have for breakfast?
I don't have breakfast. I'm never up in time.

6. What’s your middle name?
Lazy.

7. What foods do you dislike?
Er.. taste wise, i don't like parsley, spring onion, celery, capsicum and any thing that's sour or pickled.

8. What’s your favourite CD at the moment?
Er. Haven't bought a CD in ages. Guess it'll have to be the Ayumi Hamasaki one in my car.

9. What kind of car do you drive?
My darling 1CHX- KIA rio

10. Favourite sandwich?
Anything with some form of meat and a low ratio of veg.

11. What characteristic do you despise?
Ehhhh..... disloyalty? Is that a characteristic? Or maybe snobbish-ness.

12: Favourite item of clothing?
Can't live without my jeans.

13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, you´d go to:
New York. Japan. Cabo.

14. Are you an organized person?
I'd say yes... but then again i have low standards.

15. Where you’d retire to?
How ironic would it be if i said Perth. Haha. I don't know really... if i could speak japanese maybe some country side in Japan?

16. What’s your most recent memorable birthday?
Erm. This year wasn't bad... going to Mandaring with esther and leenie and having a karaoke party with friends. But my school uniform 20th birthday party at ling's was pretty awesome too!

17. What’re you going to do when you finish this?
Deny my existence.

18. Furthest place you’ve ever been?
New York. Or is California futher? Either one or the other.

19. Where are you now?
At home at my desk in Perth.

20. When’s your birthday?
8th September.

21. What’s your shoe size?
9. Mostly.

22. Who’s the last person you spoke to on the phone?
Sunita.

23. How many pets do you have?
One little Russelly whom i miss dearly!

24. Any new & exciting news?
Nope. Same old same old. Sad.

25. What you wanted to be when you were little?
Hairdresser and then gynaecologist. Large bridge on that one eh.

26. How’re you today?
Grumpy and sick of my life.

27. Favourite flower?
Roses, Peonies.

28. What’re you listening to right now?
Gilmore Girls is playing in the background.

29. What’s a day on the calendar you’re looking forward to?
22nd Nov. Can go home!!!

30. What’s the last thing you ate?
Dinner. Noodles and apples.

31. Do you wish on stars?
Nope. I just looking at them.

32. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
Blue or purple. I don't know... i just they look cooler than the rest of the crayons.

35. Favourite soft drink?
Coke. For sure. Especially in the summer.

36. Favourite restaurant?
In Perth, that would be Tsunami. In Singapore... i think the one that impressed me the most was Iggy's.

37. Hair colour?
Black roots that run for about 2cm, then brown with blond highlights.

38. What’s your favourite toy as a child?
My dolls. I always loved my dolls. Then again i loved my Polly Pockets and my Super Sticker Factory and my Creepy Crawlers Factory and my Pound Puppies. Yeh. I had lots of toys. I was very blessed.

39. Summer or Winter?
Winter fo shizzle.

41. Chocolate or vanilla?
Chocolate. Though i'm appreciating vanilla more these days.

42. Coffee or tea?
Either or both.

43. Do you want your friends answer this meme?
They can if they want. Good procrastination strategy.

44. When’s the last time you cried?
Today. When i read a sad story. I did not cry over my exams.

45. What’s under your bed?
A storage drawer, a broken printer, manga a pack of hangers and lots of dust.

46. What did you do last night?
Watched Tokyo Drift and talked to my jie for 3 hours on the phone.

47. What’re you afraid of?
After watching many episodes of Criminal Minds, i am afraid of someone coming into my house and then my room and attacking me when i'm asleep. Scary shit. I am also afraid of failing my exams, maths and not earning enough money.

48. Salty or sweet?
Both. Salty then sweet.

49. How many keys on your key ring?
2. One house key and car key.

50. How many years have you been working in your current job?
What job?

51. Favourite day of the week?
Friday! Or maybe Saturday.

52. Do you make friends easily?
Yeh i guess. Though it takes me a while to get going.

53. Do you like finding out all this stuff about your friends?
Yeh. Why not.

I HATE my exams this sem!

Exams start tomorrow. Hopefully i'll make it through graciously this time as well. Don't think i've ever felt this reluctant and un-motivated and un-inspired toward my exams before. Usually i'm quite happy about exams cause it means that i can go home soon. But this time is just dreadful.

When i was in secondary school, i thought i would be married by the time i was 25 or 26 and have a career after being done with uni. Never did i see myself, at 23, struggling through uni and worrying about not earning enough money to sustain myself.

Real life sucks. I want to live in the fantasy world of Akame, where everything is nice and happy.