Monday, August 28, 2006

If there was a prize granted to the most unconstructive and lazy person on earth, i'm sure i'll be the CHAMPION of that. I'm so digusting.

Spent the entire day doing nothing. Had the whole day planned out actually. Was supposed to do laundry, go to the store to collect my textbook, then go pump petrol then come home and do work. Of course, things never go the way i plan it to.

Woke up at 12-ish, then was determined to get things done, so i jumped up and showered and got dressed. Sunita and I headed out to run the errands, managed to pump petrol and collect textbook. Then right, my stupid stomach got hungry! I hate it know. Getting hungry here is really irritating. It's the kinda hunger where you HAVE to eat wan. Not the kind you can ignore. So i drove to carousel for lunch since i was already out. The thought of cooking and cleaning up wasn't very appealing. Ended up walking around carousel for abit before coming home to resume doing nothing.

To procrastinate doing my work, i folded the giant pile of clean clothes that has been sitting in the basket for the past week and half. Not sure about how clean they are now, prolly collected 2cm worth of dust by now. Then i went online and talked to people and painted my nails. Now i'm blogging. SEE HOW USELESS I AM?! Tomorrow got group meeting somemore. Haven't prepared a single thing. ARGH!!!! Why can't i be motivated like Brad who finished all his homeowrk over the weekend and is bored with nothing to do now. BLAH.

On a brighter note, Spring is in the air. Weather is warming up. It's not as rainy as before and the flowers are blooming, the grass is green again and the smell of lavender is all around. I love it. Makes me wanna go out, sit at a park and have coffee with my friends. Too bad i have 10 million and one things to do at home and can't escape from. Always tell myself not to leave things to the last min, to get things done so in the end i will have more time to do nothing. Why do i not listen to myself. Chey.

Looking forward to wednesday though! My housemates and i, together with kelley, will be driving down to Mundaring for Pizza on Wednesday. Been wanting to go since last sem,ever since seeing Cheryl's photos of the pizza. So, am finally brave enough to drive down. Bet it'll be worth it. Hee hee. How exciting. Food always makes me happy. Want to go down to Araluen to see the tulips too! Bet it'll be really pretty!

I realise that it is less than a month to my jie's wedding! I'm sad and happy at the same time. Happy because i'm glad she's found someone who loves her and that she has someone to share the rest of her life with. Sad because for once in my entire life, she's not going to be staying the same house as me. No more watching tv together, eating dinner together... Haiz. Got to get used to it i guess. Suppose it's good that i'm here in perth, won't feel it as much. Speaking of which, I MISS MY RUSSELLY!!! Wonder what he's doing now. Hmm... how cute would it be if Russell was the ring bearer for my Jie's wedding. But then, he's way too dumb for a feat as challenging as that. He'll prolly get all shen jing bing and run away or something. Chey. Haha. Have to find a dress to wear!!!! No time no time!!!

Speaking of time, i'm turning 21 soon. What happened between 20 and 21 ihas been a blur. I don't remember doing anything worthwhile during this period of time. Like i told Ling, i remember my 20th birthday party at her place, but all the events that happened after i don't really remember. The next thing i know, i'm here in perth turning a ripe old age of 21. Gosh. Tis very freaky. To tell the truth, i hate that i'm spending my 21st away from home. I can't help imagining what i'd be doing for it if i were home. Prolly go clubbing somewhere, open a bottle and dance through the night. Or have a party at a chalet maybe with yummy food and a giant cake. Or have a few small intimate gatherings with my groups of friends. My dearest Ching Chong Chus, my lovely clique, family, extended family... It is after all the long awaited 21st birthday. Too bad i'm here in perth. Was planning to have a party thing at my place. But i trashed the idea. I didn't feel happy planning for it. What's the point then right? Don't really have close friends here besides my housemates and a few from my cell group. I just want to celebrate it with my friends and family back home. Really miss them heaps. It would have been so WICKED! Yeh well. Circumstances. Therefore, i will not be celebrating my birthday this year. *nods*

Alrighty. Ish dinner time. Time to get out of my room and do something constructive, like clean the kitchen. There's inspection tomorrow. WEE! I wonder if Jac's back from Greece yet.. Jac.. are you back yet? Did you get my gift?! Lemme know ok? To everyone else who still comes around... Ciao Bella!

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Oh my Gawd oh my gawd oh my gawd!!! It works! I am so happy! Why am i such an idiot and not have known about this method sooner. Thanks to "anonymous" on my tagboard. Kudos to you! Szeling will now have my rambling to look forward to when she's bored in the office. She says my complaining completes her life. Haha.

This is such a comfort, knowing that my last entry on this blog is not going to be about Singapore Idol.*phew* As slow and almost non existent my life is, it isn't as bad as mulling about Singapore Idol all the time. It's mostly just Wednesdays and Thursdays. Haha. I wonder if anyone still comes round after the long period of absence. Doens't matter really, i'm just glad that my avenue of release is still working.

Will start blogging again soon, got to gather my thoughts and find a more constructive time to sit down and waste time blogging. Haha. Talk to you again soon!


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Sunday, August 27, 2006

I'm just testing if this emailing thing works for my blog.. or rather the internet connection.

Crossing my fingers!!



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Friday, August 04, 2006

I'm totaly going to sound like a loser for saying this, but i cannot stand not knowing what's happening on Singapore Idol. I think i'm more excited this season than the last, if that's possible cause i was quite loserishly into Sly at that point of time. Haha. This time, i'm rooting for Jonathan Leong. He's got it man. I wish there was someone who could record it for me. =( Yes. I'm damn loser and no szeling, i'm not going to give up or get over myself. Haha.

It's friday. Nothing interesting comes on tv on fridays. The boys are outside watching Footy. It's Brad's team against Hayden's team. Hayden's team's winning. Not intersted in Footy. Spent like the entired evening watching Smallville on DVD. It's an activity that my entire house enjoys doing together. We'd sit on the couch and not move for a really long time just watching Smallville and lamenting on how stupid it is and how annoying the characters are and spoting all the loopholes in the episode. Amazingly, we have a really good time and we all love it. Haha. Yeh, we pretty much are a bunch of useless uni students.

Can't believe that i've been awake for more than 12 hours today. My day started at 8am, like it has for the past 3 days. Went for all my lectures today and actually tried to pay attention. Think it's because i spent the entire day with jennifer. She's a good influence. She makes me feel bad for missing lectures and she reminds me of all the trivial things that i have to do. Like buying books and register for class and go stationery shopping. Hee. I think i will have to retire to bed soon. Have to wake up and go shopping ALONE tomorrow.

It's Brad's 18th birthday on Wednesday and i haven't bought him anything. Since Sunita isn't back from Sydney yet and Elisha's never around, i shall ave to go alone. No one blame me if i get something totally weird. I mean what do you get a boy who has no particular interest in anything besides computer games and doesn't talk. I don't remember what i got my guy friends for their 18th birthday, it was too long ago.

Shucks. I think i will have to go and put some aloe vera gel on my bug bites. I'm being eated by some unknown insect and it's friggin itchy and i'm hoping i'm not going to be scarred for life with all the bites i have. If i see the bug, i'm totally going to squish it or spray lots of bygon on it. Asshole.

Make the itching stop!!!!


Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Letters makes everything seem so much more romantic. Reading something makes a bigger impact than most people realise. When i'm reading something, a book, a letter, a magazine, the world just fades away leaving me in a world that belongs only to me. I watched Lakehouse last night with my housemates. It was so sweet and romantic. Shows like these just makes you feel more hopeful. I really enjoyed it. Was $9 well spent.

I've been overwhelmed by laziness. I didn't manage to go for my psych tut and human bio lecture today because i couldn't get out of bed. I don't know why, it's like my whole body just broke down and needed to recover. I had 8am class today and i managed to wake up and go for that. Got home at like 9.30am and went back to sleep cause i had break before next class. When i next opened my eyes, it was like 12.15pm and class started at 12. Totally couldn't bring myself to get out of bed, my eyes just wanted to close and go back to sleep. Gave in to it since next class doesn't start till 4pm. Whaddaya know, the next i opened my eyes, it was 4.10pm. No point in going already larh. So basically, i slept the whole day away, i wasn't even motivated to get up and eat something. I think my period is coming... i'm not usually like that.

Actually, i've been really out of sorts these days. Like last night, i went to pick dennis up from the airport and i was driving like a crazy woman. Dennis was quite scared. Sorry dude. I don't know why also. It's so weird cause when i went to the movies i was driving good. Like some strange karma came over me. Almost got into an accident, lucky the driver behind me was alert and we managed to avoid it. Really got to pay more attention on the roads. I'd really not want to die here.

Hayden's bored. He just came into my room and is sitting on my bed. I think i will have to go and entertain him now and also go and get my washing out of the machine. Argh. Totally not feeling myself. Bleahz.


Semester's officially started. I don't like uni, but a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do. The Weather's been pretty wet lately. Not sure if i like it, refreshing as the rain might be, i cannot deny that it kinda ruins the day alittle. Timetabling is sucky. Don't know if i have classes or not. I've already missed one today cause i didn't know they changed the time. Had to email the tutor to ask if i can make it up. I am totally not one who would deliberately skip a class. Got rained upon too. Therefore the day started out real badly.

Not in the best state now, though there're things to say. Just to let you know i'm still alive. Hang in there. I'll be back.