Sunita has officially left for Singapore. She's going to be there for an indefinite period of time. Bet it's going to be for a long while because Aussies are so slow in processing things. I am depressed. Miss her already. There's just something missing when she's not around. The house is so much quieter. There's no sound of her voice when she's on the phone, no melody of music she plays when she's on the computer. Her room is now almost bare and the space in there is creating such a void in my heart. Even our work station looks funny without all her files and folders. It's just WRONG. Well. I think all i can do is look forward to December when i go home so we can FINALLY have tarik and calamari together like we always talked about. I love my sunita. Even Leenie is super sad. Missing her lots and lots.
In case you're wondering, the ang moh in the photo would be Dean. We went over to dean's parent's house for dinner on sunday as a farewell/dean's birthday thing. It was awesome. His mum made the most scrumptious dinner. Steak, chicken, garlic prawns, salad, coleslaw, potato salad... it was awesome. Leenie and i had so much fun playing on their farm!! They had 2 horses and 4 dogs!! Made me miss my russelly so much. There's just something about dogs that makes your day so much more fun you know? I like dean. He's so nice. If only sunita had married dean. We wouldn't have this problem of her leaving. Pffft.
Ah well. On a brighter note. NAT MAILED ME MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT AND IT CAME YESTERDAY!! Hahaha. I was so excited. Love receiving parcels, there's this sense of mystery and excitement. Hee. It was such a pleasant surprise cause she got me Kame stuff from Taiwan! You have no idea how difficult it is to get Kame stuff, so everything i can lay my hands on feels like a treasure loot. Haha. Thank you hunny bunns! I love love love love love the stuff. And i love love love love love YOU.
Yes... Birthday coming next week. A year older but none the wiser. You know, they say that birthdays are 20 don't matter anymore? I think it's true. Totally doesn't feel as though my birthday is coming even though sunita has ordered me repeatedly to go out and not to roll around at home in pjs watching kame. Pffft. Well.... seeing as my birthday is next week. I think it gives me a right to have a wish list. So i think i will write one. Like i always say... WISH list. NOT to be taken seriously.
1. Sunita
2. Kame
3. Money to go to Japan with
4. Money to go to NYC with
5. The Teenage Textbook Movie VCD/DVD (i can't find it online anywhere!!)
6. Uni to be over
Ok. That was harder than i thought. Which is good in a way because it means that i am pretty much content with what my life is now. Not lacking anything. The only things i really really want at the moment is to go to NYC and Japan and home of course. Yeh. So nobody should bother thinking hard and getting me anything. *nods*
Alrighty. I really should get some work started. My break week is almost over and i haven't done anything constructive. I SHOULD really be ashamed. Haha. Ok. See y'all later!!
Sunita is going home to Singapore this coming Wednesday possibly for good. I am immensely sad and depressed. No amount of Kame can save me. I NEED my Sunita!!
I AM SO GROSSED OUT BY THIS I CANNOT HELP MYSELF BUT TO SCREAM! Not that i'm surprised or anything because i kinda expected it and suspected it.. but still!!! To see it in print is just soooooooo ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!
Johnny Kitagawa (ジャニー喜多川, Janī Kitagawa?), born October 23, 1931, is the producer of Johnny & Associates young talent recruitment organization in Japan.
In the 1980s and 1990s, there were many claims that he sexually harassed many of the young male hopefuls that were recruited by his company, which he was later found guilty for in Japanese court.
It has frequently been rumoured from the 1970s that Johnny Kitagawa has sexually harassed members of his boy bands. For example, from 1988 to 1989, the Japanese magazine Uwasa no Shinsō (噂の真相, Uwasa no Shinsō?), literally "The truth of the rumour", published a series of articles on this topic. Also in 1988, Koji Kita (北公次, Kita Kōji?), a former member of one of Johnny's boy bands, Four Leaves (フォーリーブス, Fō Rībusu?), published a series of diaries called Hikaru Genji e (光Genjiへ, Hikaru Genji e?), literally "Dear Hikaru Genji", containing similar claims. More recently, in 1999, the magazine Shūkan Bunshun (週刊文春, Shūkan Bunshun?) printed similar articles accusing Johnny Kitagawa of various forms of sexual harassment, child abuse, rape, and irresponsible behaviour such as allowing underage smoking. In 2002 Johnny Kitagawa sued for defamation of character, which resulted in a lengthy court case. After a series of trials, the court admitted the claim of sexual harassment but ordered the magazine to pay 1,200,000 yen compensation for other unproved claims.
Source: Wikipedia
MY KAME IS GETTING GROPED BY A 76 YEAR OLD MAN WITH SAGGY BALLS!!! EW!!!!! MY POOR KAME!
P.S: no wonder the costumes KAT-TUN wear are so ugly, at 76, Johnny prolly has a bad case of cateract.
This is to illustrate the mastery of my laziness. If you cannot bring the TV into the bedroom, bring the bedroom to the TV.
Sunita took these pictures these afternoon. I'm wrapped in the blanket because it was cold and i was feeling sleepy after class so i lounged out on the couch. Sunita says that this picture pretty much says everything there is to me. A comfy flat surface, TV and remote controls(The Parent Trap was on), chocolate (Kinder Beuno on the table), trashy magazine and Kame (KAT-TUN dvd on the table). She was highly amused. Haha. I absolutely love my life when i'm not in uni.
Anyway, it's Jac's birthday today!!! Happy Birthday beautiful! I love you. I hope you have a fantastic year being 22 and YOUNG! Have a good trip back to the States!
I'm watching My Lovely Kim Sam Soon at the moment. Funny as show! There's this portion where the lead actress has 7 things she wants to do when she gets a boyfriend and it's so funny!!! Seeing as i have no boyfriend and will prolly not have one till the end of time, i shall make a list too. Muhahahaha. What. Cannot meh? Everyone knows i'm delusional anyway. =P
1. Wanna go to church together every Sunday.
2. Want us to go to my grandma's house together for dinner.
3. Want to roll around the sofa together just watching tv in pjs.
4. Want to sit up in bed together just reading in the silent companionship.
5. Want us to go for supper together with my friends sometimes.
6. Want to dress up and go to Mortons for dinner just once for the sake of it.
7. Want us to go to the US together once for holiday.
Yup. That's my list. Thought hard about it and decided that it's a pretty good list. Haha. Indulge me larh. I have issues ok? Miss my Kame. Very long never see him already.
Ling just reminded me last night while we were speaking online that my birthday is coming up next month. I didn't even realise! Guess that's what they mean by getting old. Birthdays don't matter anymore. Hardly think about them anymore. Well, there's nothing very glamorous about getting older is there? I'm going to be 22 soon, no money, no job, no qualifications, no relationship, hardly any travel experience, and am obsessed with an androgynous-non english speaking- perfectly shaped eyebrowed-facial hairless-anorexic looking-skinny poked-practically unreal guy on tv. HOW SAD AM I?! Ok. Don't answer that. I know. At least i'm happy the way i am now. It's been a long year of self-actualization. *nods*
Going to start another week of uni. *groans* I don't wanna go!!! Don't make me! Oh! I just realised i didn't blog this. One of my jie's and my childhood friend turned out to be my neuropsychiatry tutor! When i saw here the 1st week of class, i nearly killed myself. I haven't seen her in about 10 years or more and there she was standing there talking about the Mental Health Act. It was so weird. Can't look at her as a tutor and not feel completely weird. She prolly remembers me running around in my pampers. Ah! So strange larh!!
Ok. I is hungry. gonna get some food! Talk to y'all again soon.
NOt very good pictures at all. Doesn't do justice to the beauty of God's creation. It was the most amazing rainbow ever! The nicest and biggest and most complete i've seen. The beginning of it was so bright and thick and it looked so close by. Pretty. It just made my day! Even though it was cold and wet and rainy and cloudy. Rainbows make me happy!
Welcome into the second week of uni. It still sucks. The thought that i'll still have 2 years to go after this makes me want to hurl. University is so over-rated. Funny how they makes such a big deal about uni in singapore. From the moment you begin primary education, the ultimate goal is for you to get into uni. Then they do the whole streaming thing, EM1, EM2, EM3... Special, Express and Normal... poly, JC, ITE. In the end, i reckon, anyone who has had education in singapore will survive in uni. It's not easy, that's for sure. But i believe if i can do it, anyone can. If only fees were not so expensive.
I was having a lab session today, for Physical Rehabilitation unit, and we were learning to use some assessment tool to assess function. We had to watch this video with this old lady who was 72 years of age and had rheumatoid arthritis but cognitively still very much stable. At the time i was watching the video, a feeling of immense sadness crept up on me.
People who know a little about rheumatoid arthritis will know that with rheumatoid arthitis comes a couple of impairments and deformities and it's a degenerative condition. So this lady, with her mind still active, couldn't walk independently, couldn't wash her hair, couldn't dress and undress independently, couldn't undo a few buttons without panting breathlessly. How horrid must it feel?! I felt so desperate just watching her on video. If i were the OT in the video, i'd probably start crying. The lady was so white and frail but she would still make jokes about how she could at least sit comfortably in the toilet. Her hands were deformed because of the arthritis and it was heartbreaking to watch her try and grip things especially since she had tremors. The worst thing is, there's really not much to do to improve her condition because of her age and the significant extent of her condition, just to make her as comfortable as possible.
I thank God truely that my grandparents are more or less cared for. Cannot imagine if i had to treat one of my loved ones in full knowledge that there's nothing within my human power i can do to make it better. This just reinforces the thought, i'm NEVER going into geriatrics or age/palative care. I have too much emotion for the professional line. Should have become a speech therapist or a social worker. I will be extremely poor and overworked and despised by the rest of the healthcare team but i will be using my emotions effectively.
I hate uni.
