Everyone else is going to Japan except for me. My obsession is real, i know that, and i guess it's reinforced by my stress level now. No one understands how much i want to be in Japan. The fact that KAT-TUN is touring now and is going to be ALL OVER makes it worse. I really want to see it for myself.

If i were working right now, i would so take leave and just head over there. But no, i'm blardy stuck in perth with my friggin assignments that are out to kill me. ARGH. This sucks.

I wanna go to Japan. Where is my darn calendar! I'm pissed. I'm hormonal.

Suffering from separation anxiety. Miss my Sunita already. The house is so quiet without her. Even her plant looks a bit sad. These few weeks are going to be hard to pass. That's for sure.

SUNITA!! DON'T GOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

Spoke to Gerald on the phone the other night and he didn't believe me when i siad that Kame is a major icon in Japan. So, i'm borrowing these photos from some crazy fan girl who went to Japan for a holiday. She went on a Kame picture hunt and these are just a FEW of the MASSIVE amount of photos she took. I'm only using these cause they're of better quality. Also, these are only a small portion of what she took in Tokyo alone. I also wanna go Japan!! NOT FAIR!

How much is the Kame in the window? I want i want i want! The brand of phones Kame endorses DoCoMo is really cool! They make superbly cool looking phones. They're all flip/slide phones, just the kind i like. Hee hee. Too bad we can't use japanese phones in Singapore/australia, otherwise i'd definitely get one! The japanese use the email system rather than the sms system. Chey.

A picture of Him along the sidewalk.

A HUGE poster of Kame among the busy people on the streets of Shibuya.


Just to reinforce my point.

Kame in the background.

Billboard!!

Ugly poster of KAT-TUN in one of the subway stations. Why'd they have to make Kame pink i have no idea and his hair looks like pang sai. However, there's only 5 of them in this poster, they're missing the "A" in KAT-TUN. Akanishi Jin is not in this poster. (another story for another time)


Kame looks abit cock-eyed in this poster, but i think it's cause of the angle it was taken. But i like his profile. Hee hee hee.

There. Gerald. Some evidence for you!! Muahahahaha. In case you guys are wondering, it's not because i'm too free and have nothing to do therefore i'm posting Kame. I have TONS of assignments piling up. Just that i'd rather spend time on Kame. Plus i've slept a total of 3 hours in the past 2 days, i'm slightly delirious! I wanna go Japan and see my Kamenashi kun!

11 more weeks to go before heading home. CANNOT WAIT.

That's how hugely big/famous/popular Kame and his group are in Japan. They have their own billboards!!! Not even Ayumi Hamasaki has a billboard. Kame has sooooo many!! No wonder their concert tickets are so ginormously expensive! I'm so totally obsessed. Why do i get like that?! Aiyarh. I just like larh. No fair! I wanna go to Japan and see Kame in concert too and maybe bump into him somewhere and ooogle at him. I want i want i want!!!

Ok. I just realised how loserish i sound. But i don't care! Kame!!

The thing about holidays is that you never really get enough of it. It gives so much time for procrastination and everything winds up "last min" like how it would if it weren't holidays. I spent all of last week doing nothing and all of this week doing nothing too. Therefore the only break i have this semester has been utterly wasted. Not that i regret it because i got to sleep alot and watch alot of Kame and spend heaps of time with Sunita and Huifu.

Sunita's going to leave for Singapore soon. Like in 2 weeks. Gonna miss her HEAPS and HEAPS. Can't imagine Perth without her. Been living with her since the very day i got to perth. Coming home and not seeing her is just weird. She's so integrated into my life. My eating habits have changed because of her. I've stopped eating red meat at home and been eating more veggies and i think i'm also less grumpy around her. She just spreads her positive energy all around the house. I love her sooooo much. I'll just die if she doesn't come back. Have to really pray and hope she will be able to secure a job, so she;ll be able to stay in perth. *please please please please please!!!!! Crosses fingers*

At the same time, i feel as though i've adopted a new housemate this week. Huifu has been in my house everyday since monday this week. She comes over to do her assignment. It's great she's here. She cooks food for us kids (sunita, dawn and aileen). We just sit there and wait for her to finish cooking like eager children. It's so nice to wake up and have hot food waiting to be eaten! Muahahaha. I'm such a slug larh. I love Huifu too. She keeps me in check and she cooks yummy food for me! I'm so blessed larh. Really.

Other than that, nothing is really new. School is starting again next week and it's going to be a full on 7 weeks before exams. I'm quite scared actually. This semester is really stressful and everything just goes by so quickly. Assignments are coming at me 5000 words at a time and i think i've exhuasted most of my vocabulary. I wish they sold "discipline" and "motivtion" tablets in pharmacies or something. Can just pop a couple and have all you need to study and do work. I bet it'll be a profitable investment. Someone should look into developing some. Ah. I hate uni. Pffft.

Argh. I'm having hunger pangs now. Maybe i should go and wake Aileen up so that we can have some food together. Yeh. That sounds like a plan. I will go and do that. Alrighty then. Going to satiate my stomach!! See ya!

"Nothing in this world that's worth having comes easy."

I got to try and remember that.

2 faces i miss tremendously. :( Really miss my ching chong chus!!!!!! Love ya babes!

Only because Leenie tagged me.

Three names you go by:
1. Dawn
2. Dawnie
3. Ah girl (Huifu calls me that so affectionately. hahaha)

Three screen names you have had:
1. m|grAine (sec school IRC nick--->retro)
2. Blinkbling
3. dawn'

Three physical things you like about yourself:
1. i take pride in my hair
2. lips (they look nice and juicy when i gloss them)
3. My deltoids (even after all this time, they remain quite toned)

Three physical things you do not like about yourself:
1. my abdominal region
2. thighs
3. complexion

Three parts of your heritage:
1. mummy
2. Papa
3. Singapore

Three things that scare you:
1. Spiders
2. Snakes
3. Maths

Three of your everyday essentials:
1. Bed
2. Food
3. TV

Three of your favorite musical artists as of now:
1. Justin Timberlake
2. KAT TUN
3. Can't think of any other recent people

Three of your favorite songs:
1. What Goes Around Comes Around (JT)
2. My Love (JT)
3. Rock This Party (Bob Sinclare)

Three things you want in a relationship:
1. a Man
2. Stability
3. Loyalty

Three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
1. Hands
2. Smile
3. Laugh? does that count?

Three of your favorite hobbies:
1. Sleeping
2. Eating
3. Watching TV

Three things you want to do really badly now:
1. Go home
2. Cuddle my Russelly
3. Eat masayu Calamari

Three careers you are considering/have considered:
1. Teacher
2. Occupational Therapist
3. Bum

Three places you want to go on vacation:
1. New York (Jac Jac!)
2. Japan (Kame!)
3. Greece (Cause it looked so pretty on Jac's blog)

Three names that you like:
1. James
2. Kobi
3. Seth

Three things you want to do before you die:
1. Have an established career
2. Have meaningful realtionships
3. Fulfill my God given potential

Three ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
1. I like Beer (even though i can't have any anymore)
2. I'm a bottomless pit
3. Tend to be quite untidy

Three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
1. I like frivolous things
2. I drive like a girl
3. I'm neurotic and emotional

Three celeb crushes:
1. Kamenashi Kazuya
2. Rain
3. Oguri Shun

Three things you love:
1. My family
2. My friends
3. Not having anything important to do


People that i would like to see take this quiz:
1. Nat
2. Jac
3. Ling
4. Beng